Well, I am back home in Florida, visiting. That is so weird to say!! It is odd unpacking a suitcase in the spare bedroom of my parent's house. The only time I ever sleep in that room is on Christmas Eve and it is surely not Christmas. I miss Chad with a whole new feeling. It is actually worse than before. We are most definitely a team now and I feel like I don't have the best part of my team with me. However, I am completely enjoying my friends. Oh how wonderful it is to just be me!! You know how it is when you are meeting new people: you smile, you ask what do you do? where are you from? The conversation flows and you start talking about clothes or the weather. Don't get me wrong, I love meeting all of these people. But I adore being ME with my friends!! There is nothing like it!
I really cannot believe the wedding is next weekend. Where does the time go? It is funny, I have often wondered what kind of bride I would be. Will I be nervous? Will I be scared? Will I be excited? I have wondered that before I even knew I was going to be a bride. And the answer is, I am just ready. I am confident about walking down that aisle and seeing Chad standing at the end of it. I won't be nervous or scared. I will be right where I need to be and the bonus is getting to wear a beautiful gown and beautiful shoes while I am doing it!! I really cannot wait for it. So many people have told me that I need to take it all in and enjoy it because it is over in a second. That is true I am sure. But the marriage is what comes after and really, isn't that the best part of it?
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